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Parental Advisory: contents may scare little childrenI'm not depressing, I'm just sad most of the time 2006/8/27 TeufelHis name is Lucy.
Haunting me.
His name is Lucy.
Calling me.
The day I fear has come again.
Broken hollow memories.
Fucked up, dead inside, I feel like this.
Motions stir my stable mind.
Digging out of such a perfect hole.
Dive right back in, hide from the scars.
His name is Lucy.
Always haunting me.
His name is Lucy.
Hear him calling me.
Bodies falling one by one.
I hear the call and heed to all.
Tensions building, run my son.
Fight the power on and on.
My name is Lucy.
I'm haunting you.
My name is Lucy.
I'm calling you.
Answer me! 2006/8/8 I've got nothingCursed! Your name is...
Hands bound! Behind my back...
I call out! Round the bend...
Not this time, no cover for the unrenowned.
Down, down, down, down.
Circle round the fire now.
Spin a tale of woe and when,
We're just trying to pretend it doesn't hurt.
Come on, will you fight or let them go?
Just let me know.
The first or the latter, it really doesn't matter.
Just let me know. 2006/6/25 not doneIt's something inside you Forever preaching for mine too. Anesthesia of the heart Will not help to heal the scars. 2006/5/20 The UnknownYou again?
You're in my mind
You play your games
And I learn again that I
I know it all too well
Confusion Infusion
Manifestation
What do you want with me?
I see it isn't fair
The way I touch your hair
This feeling deep inside
It's just too hard to hide
You and me
Might never get to be
If you won't let me go
And show you what I know
I know it all too well
Confusion Infusion
Manifestation
What do you want with me?
Revolting
You can't describe it
Not a normal day in the world of a mad man
I can understand it
But it's there no matter what
Come on just let me go
And I'll show you just what I know I know it all too well
Confusion Infusion
Manifestation
What do you want with me? 2006/5/8 Mistressfuck me again, yeah!
(music intro)
Bitch, you hold me down
How do you break me down?
I want you in my life
Hide in my secret strife
That part of you!
It makes me wanna hate you...
But all of you!
Gives me what I need to...
FUCK
You are my mistress. (repeated a couple times)
Complicated misery
Cold and lonely bribery
God, you're not my enemy
But I'll kill you anyway!
That part of you!
It makes me wanna hate you...
But all of you!
Gives me what I need to...
FUCK
You are my mistress. (repeat a few more times)
Please rape me again, bitch.
Yeah well, that's just something I wrote in science class and Studgy wanted to see so I gave up and put it here. Yes, it was originally intended to be a song and you'll see a lot of Korn influence (the main band I've been listening to lately). I'm thinking that if I ever sing it or at least get someone else to, I'd make sure they have a bit of a sensual growl in it and also some vicious, almost alien-beast like sound. Like a Zerg from Starcraft if anybody has played that before...I'm proud to say I can mimic most of the hydralisk sounds. Lol, anybody that cares about the game check it at www.blizzard.com under the Starcraft: Brood War tab at the top. 2006/5/4 such pheasant pluckers, aren't they?I agree Katya I did have more deepness and vague meaning in the beginning but by the end I was clearly making a point that if anybody read it now would clearly understand (except you
 sorry). Well I just wanted to say that lately 2 songs have been speaking to me almost... both by Korn and on the Life Is Peachy album...oh and hell they're right after each other, but anyway it's K@#0%! and No Place To Hide. After this lil paragraph I've included quotes from them both, in the order you see. Enjoy.I don't know what to say.
So what? Don't give a fuck, man I don't know what to say. So what? I have fought to find somethin' to say But now I've found somethin' to say Fuck you Punk ass bitch
I see your faces and I do not understand why
Yeah I like em so if you don't you can go to hell, thanks and have a pheasant plucking day. 2006/4/14 a night of chaos in my mindLast night I couldn't breathe properly for a good 5-10 minutes (as Lana knows) but when I got back to the computer, I realized I had nothing to do...my life right now is really falling into place and I really just have to wait it out for awhile. As I sat here at 1:30 am thinking of this, I opened notepad and just started typing whatever I could think of...the product is what you see before you. It has a lot of hidden meaning that only a few people might be able to figure out.
Chaotic magnanimous masters, dastardly bastards with fingers of ice and heads of lice, what the fuck is wrong with that? Ask me why I say or pray or overlay my okay with nothing but the truth. You are the one, my none, my all, my ball in this giant game of tennis that we call life. Back and forth, tick and tock, ying and yang, coke and pepsi, advertising their right to fight. You and me are not so different, not so consistent, not so magnificent, but it's what we want. We adore to abhor our hatred pores, our kindred whores, hidden by what is truly there. An evil glare a face of madness, sadness and despair, tell me why you are so fair. I feel your hair within my hand, within my grasp is where you are, that's where you are, right where I want you. On me, in me, around me, not allowing me to see what I could see or feel what I must feel or be what I could be. Do you want me, will you stop me, when my finger pulls the trigger? Will I do the unthinkable, will I be unfaithful to your love, to your dove in flight. A bird in the hand is worth two in the bush, all you need to do is grab hold and never let go. Please, tell me how you lie and yet not die in your eye I see all that you want, is it me? I plea that you can be my one and only, hold me closely in the arms that are so pure. Behind that softened stare, your loving mare, is it there that I must go? No, nevermore said the crow in a row of love and hate collaborations, manifestations, horrible castrations of what we used to call real. I am not alone, but will I stand undone? |
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